So, this is my first time blogging... I had been wanting to do this for quite sometime, but just never got around to... apparently when things happen in my love life, i have a bad habit of instantly wanting to tell my friends and family about it...all of it--the good, the bad and the ugly. And all this time my mom kept saying that i talk too much and that i should keep my mouth shut...but then i thought, what's the harm?? It's just me being honest...i figured the things that i go thru could happen to anybody. Well, i've decided to take her advice and keep my mouth shut... and instead, type until my fingers fall off...
So hmm where do i start, world? Well I could start all the way back til 2001 when i ended my last relationship with a man and started a whole new lifestyle all together that lasted for 7 years...and counting...but then i'd be your typical straight gone gay gone straight gone bi girl that everyone loves to hate and hates to love. Ehhhh no one wants to hear that confusion...or maybe you do? Well in a nutshell, I'd like to say I love to love! And i've learned to love all kinds of people....Think of it as being at a buffet... you put any and everything on your plate that looks and smells yummy...but when you go back, you're only going to eat what actually tastes good and doesn't leave you with indigestion. Over the years, my plate has reduced to one dish: the soft, sweet (with a little saltiness), tender something that makes your mouth water, your heart melt and your mind at ease... and the next day, you're ready for more...
Yep, that's what i want... but the question is...in this day and age, it is possible to get it? It's about to be 2010...and all i see are divorces, infidelity, abuse and depression...makes you want to lock yourself in a room and lay in the fetal position if you ask me...
It's sad, but it's so easy for people to do the wrong thing... maybe b/c they want to look cool...or they don't want to look like a wuss...or maybe b/c they are just ignorant to real healthy relationships... the bad and the ugly is all they know. Well i've been there and done that...i've pretty much seen it all... and I must say...as much crap that i've tasted and as much crap that i've vomited back up, I still believe that somewhere out there...there's someone super special...made just for me...waiting and wanting the same things that i want...and i still believe i will find that person...
